That time You helped me with my project for school. It was a book report project and I had to write a diamond poem on the book I read. You drew straight lines for me lightly on the poster board so that way I could write the poem straight and I could just erase the pencil lines after. That was the first project/school related thing You helped me with ever. But, if I knew that time we spent working on that project that night was one of the last moments I got to share with You before You died…then I would have never done that project. But I didn’t know that just a couple months later You were leaving me….for good.
I would have easily jeopardized my grade for that time with You.
rest in peace.
He walked away…
So i walked away.
I remember when we actually believed this quote was true. Or I did at least…
I was the blonde, She was the Brunette. We were best friends for ten years. We were with eachother every day basically. I told her my secrets and she told me hers. She was the only person I could be myself around. She understood my odd humor and cruel comments. Like any other relationship, we had our ups and downs, but that was to be expected. I honestly believed nothing could ruin our friendship….
until…
one day she just stopped talking to me. The text stopped coming, the facebook ims, the phone calls….everything…
Stopped.
She completely changed in my eyes and I didn’t want to accept it. I didn’t want to accept it because I didn’t want to loose my best friend. But it happened and now we don’t even speak.
And I don’t think it bothers her
The way it bothers me.
*rip to ten years of a great friendship.
And our futures are splitting us apart as we speak…
We’ll get to that when it comes around because none of that really matters now..
Because you’re here with me.
(so high - the follow through)
Easier said than done Buddy..